One of my worst attributes is always looking in the future. Which is not always a bad thing except when you forget to live in the now. Lately I have caught myself so often thinking about things in the future.
Does this sound familiar?
"I can't wait until we buy our first house"
"Can't wait until we get pregnant"
"Can't wait until the hubs graduates"
Can't wait until we move out of Macon"
"Can't wait until we get our next direction from God"
"Can't wait until we get a dog"
You really could put so many sentences down here. I am so guilty of this. Waiting for the next big thing that I forget to enjoy and appreciate where God has me right now. If I keep doing this my life will be full of waiting moments instead of living moments.
I need to appreciate the blessings I have. So I don't have a house right now. I also don't have any of the expenses of owning a home.
So we are not having a baby yet. We also get to enjoy being on our own foot loose and fancy free.
So Jonathan is still in school. He is also very flexible with his schedule which is a huge blessing.
I just want to focus more on the right now and be content where God has me.
Aybody struggle with this or am I the only crazy one?